Negative, Negative and Positively Negative

The blood test came back negative today. BIG BUMMER. My counts were slightly "elevated" but not enough to count as a pregnancy.

We'll start trying again this month as soon as my period arrives........within the next 1-4 days probably.

It wouldn't be so hard to grasp if we didn't have to pay so much to have it. EVEN wanting it as bad as we do - it is the money that hangs us up.

I really want to do Invitro.....just can't seem to cough up the $10,000 - knowing in the end it could be a negative. ugh.

Thank you for all your support. I'm taking it pretty well (much better than the last) but that probably helped having 2 negative pregnancy tests. I NOW KNOW........to trust what they tell me.

Love you all.
Randi