Just When We Think We Have It Figured Out!

Today I found out some very interesting information about donor sperm. We've been having to do some research as to what cryobank we want to use, why, what donors, etc. Upon looking at our cryobank that we've used in the past, and the cost of it (at the cheapest $360 per vial - and we order 6 at a time) we decided maybe we'd need to look further.

So, we had ordered some sperm from another bank one other time and so I decided to look into it. They cost $200 per vial.

I'll do my best to explain this......There are 2 types of inseminations.

ICI specimens may be washed in HTF(human tubal fluid) media only, or completely un-washed. This format is appropriate for home-vaginal, intracervical(ICI) use, or for IVF use. These specimens would require further processing in order to be placed into the uterine cavity. Volume 0.7-1.2cc

IUI specimens have been washed through a density gradient and re-suspended in HTF media prior to freezing. These units are IUI ready when thawed. Prepared for intrauterine insemination, but also great for home-vaginal, intracervical or IVF use. These units are concentrated into a lower/smaller volume but with a higher motility. Volume 0.4-0.7cc.

(are we learning lots? :o)

Upon going to Bham IVF in the very beginning we were told to order ICI and they would do the "washing" themselves for cheaper than it would be for us to order IUI. (great, okay, makes sense, cheaper, etc.)

WELL...........ALL of these banks offer "Guarantees" of so many motile sperm. I called up each of the 2 banks we are interested in today and asked them what their "guaranteed motile sperm count is"
CA CRYOBANK = MOST EXPENSIVE = 10 MILLION per vial
NW CRYOBANK = LEAST EXPENSIVE = 20 MILLION per vial

To put things into a little bit more of perspective.......on my last insemination, the doctor walked in with 2 vials of sperm and said "12 million sperm we have".
I CAN GET 20 MILLION IN ONE VIAL!!!!!!!!!!

It has taken me all day to calm down about this......and Kauleen and I every so often kick ourselves for not being educated enough - but it isn't that we aren't educated - its just that we don't know and no one gives us any information (even if we do ask!)

So.....now we are not going to order the vials ICI - we will order them directly from the cryobank IUI. That means they spin it themselves and if they end up 1 million short - they take some from another sample until they get their guarantee - *and* we should have over 20 million........

NOW the discussion between K and I is - do we only use 1 vial (with more sperm than we've ever gotten in 2 vials!) or do we continue our great chances with 40+ million sperm.

We are looking forward to starting to try again the end of this month :) I'm ready for a baby :)

A lady at work is soon to be a grandma - so we've had a bit of baby talk in our office. It just amazes me how much people don't understand and just go with whatever doctors/people tell them. This girl is 1 week past her due date, they were going in tonight to put a gel on her cervic to see if that will help. I told her "I sure hope they don't induce her"....and she said "Oh, I was induced with pitocin with each of my kids - people don't have natural labors anymore - if you have a headache you take tylonol". I didn't say anything just walked away.......but was like PEOPLE DO have natural labors (and I believe it is coming back more so......) and the headache/tylonol analogy was just off! People are just not aware........and I guess I am more now that I saw that movie "The Business of Being Born" and learned about quite a bit of stuff.

I exercised tonight for 20 minutes :) and am very proud of myself.

I'd *love* to go away somewhere this weekend (it'd have to be somewhat cheap) - anyone have a little cabin? :o) but unless something hops out at me for cheap - we'll be staying home. We'll be planning our vacation in May......we discussed leaving from Life is Good to head down the Oregon Coast maybe even into California - to chill and relax :) sounds delightful right now...........

That's it for now :)
Randi

Saturday ...

Last night we got a call from our cousins to babysit for them last minute :) So we went to Shaun and Jenae's and played with the kids while they went to a movie and dinner. I found myself trying not to tell them *no* and it sure made me smile! We played play-dough, monkeys, ran, ran, and ran some more :) we read a few books and just had fun!

This morning we woke up later than usual (8:30am) and hung around the house. We planned on going cacusing today at 1:00pm :) I've never cacused before and have never been so into the politics. I checked out Obama's book today at the library. :) He has my vote :)

Tonight we're just hanging out and tomorrow we'll go help a friend from work move some furniture she bought and then do laundry in start of the work week next week, oh joy.

Next weekend is a 3 day weekend - I look forward to that!

We're deciding on a new donor now too........I have my favorite chosen - but we have to choose like our top 5 donors as the 1 donor may be gone. Here's his info if you wanna peek - its kind of fun:

http://www.cryobank.com/search/psearch_detail.cfm?donorid=3767

I'll be posting more when I choose them :) BUT we just did some math and for this donor (he's an open donor - meaning this:

California Cryobank, Inc (CCB) is pleased to announce we are now offering an Open Donor Program. The CCB Open Donor Program was established to provide offspring when they reach age 18 with the opportunity to contact their donor and learn more about his or her biological heritage. CCB Open Donors agree to have at least one contact with the child when they turn 18. CCB will facilitate the first contact in order to protect the donor and child.
The benefits of the CCB Open Donor Program are:
Potential future contact between donor and offspring
Donor updates each year for 6 years following their participation in the program
Limited collection and distribution of open donor vials
Free registration in the CCB Sibling Registry
How it works:
At the beginning of his participation in the program, the CCB Open Donor signs an agreement indicating his intent to communicate with the child when they are 18 or older.
The offspring must contact CCB in writing to request contact with his or her donor. CCB will request identifying information such as the donor number and parent's name, as well as any other information necessary to perform internal research and confirm the identity of the child and recipient.
After all information is verified, CCB will contact the donor informing him of the request. The donor will then decide how he wants to contact the offspring and CCB will facilitate this process.
Contact may include, but is not limited to, the following: email, written letter, telephone conversation or meeting in person. The form and extent of this communication will be determined by mutual agreement between the donor and the child.
After the initial contact, the donor is not obligated to any additional communication, but the donor and the child can continue communication if they wish. The degree and level of this communication is determined by mutual agreement between the donor and the child.
A request for contact with the donor can be made only by the child. The child must be at least 18 years old to request contact.
At the beginning of his participation in the program, CCB Open Donors agree to have at least one contact with any child born of his donation. CCB will facilitate the contact and we will make every attempt to make the contact a meaningful one. However, there may be a situation where a contact between the donor and offspring cannot be established.

He is more expensive - like $470 per vial and we order 6 vials!! YOWCH!

Anonymous donors are $370 per vial.........still is a YOWCH! (prices have gone up quite a bit since we last had to purchase any!)

We're going to start trying again the end of this month :)

Randi

NCN Highlights

The party began Thursday night, but I didn't arrive until Friday night after work. Here's the gang hanging out and enjoying each other's company. I hadn't met any of these *wonderful* people yet, but felt at home and comfortable with each one of them!

The teens enjoying each other's company in Ronnie and Frank's sanctuary! The gang was not separated most of the weekend! Most of them left Friday night for another party.......but arrived back on Saturday afternoon just in time for the Mardi Gras Party!





The younger kids wanting to hang out with the teens.......but not quite sure if they should.....they were so cute! :)



Effie, MJ and Harper doing KAPLA blocks! Everyone had so much fun with these blocks! Thank you so much Craig and Gillian for having them shipped and opening them for all of us to partake in the fun also! There was lots of building....of trees, circles, blocks, bridges, ceiling high towers, and lots and lots of....

CRASHES!!!!!!!!

Improptu recital by Michelle, Gemma and then Michelle and Gemma! We listened to Hillary Duff :) and I had the song stuck in my head for days later (and haven't heard her sing it yet!)

SATURDAY NIGHT - MARDI GRAS

The party was just getting started...... :o)

AWESOME PICTURE!!!! Craig and Jon.......LOL

This is a winning prize from our "Found Items Raffle" - and the BEST IDEA ever! People found things from around their house and we raffled off tickets to help the cost of the lodge we rented for the party. IT ROCKED! Lots of fun things were given - including these awesome boots! :) (I brought home 3 childrens books!)

Michelle as a "Blue Woman" I loved it!

Effie doing the Limbo........ Shrimp Boil. Amazingly awesome, spicy, and *cough* lots of cayenne. Sure was yummy! At one point we were all choking on the cayenne as it cooked and had to get a bit of fresh air!! Ronnie and Frank did an awesome job!!

I have to be honest here and say I had not a clue what was going on and what the song was or what anyone was doing during this song. I just smiled and was like "Looks like fun!" ENDS UP - it is from Rocky Horror Picture Show! I don't watch movies..........I sleep through them. I was told by a person at NCN (Thanks Jordan) that I wouldn't sleep through this one..........

*MOST* of the group......some had already left and others were going about their party business.

Some continued the party through Sunday and the Super Bowl, but I didn't attend and unwound - I was exhausted! I don't normally stay out late - or even - UP late - and did so both nights (well, late for me at least) :)

A few moments I enjoyed immensly:

• Chatting with Ronnie and Frank in the kitchen re: baby and appreciate their love and support
• chatting with Bien (name not spelled right :( ) about her friend with cancer and her making her a hat - and her interest in unschooling while sailing
• chatting with Diana about baby stuff and life
• Listening to how everyone interacts with their children
• eating those deliciously yummy brownies from sunnyside up (and for Diana knowing what was in them......for fear they had something that would send me to the toilet!)
• KAPLA BLOCKS!
• Chatting with Jordan and Michelle at Party Palace - new friends!!
• JAMBALYA! (but I never got to taste any!!!)

Thank you to Ronnie, Frank, MJ and Chloe for all their hard work in putting this awesome weekend on! Now for the wait until Life Is Good! I am excited!

P.S. Thank you to all who took these pictures ..... since I didn't have my camera, I used some from other's blogs!

SCATTERGORIES MEME

SCATTERGORIES. It's harder than it looks! Copy and paste into a new e-mail. Then change the answers into your own. When you are done, send it on, including to the person who sent it to you. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following, they have to be real names, real places, real things.nothing made up. Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same first initial. WHICH BY THE WAY, IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS. You can't use your name for the boy/girl.

1. What is your name? Randi
2. 4 letter word? Rump
3. Vehicle? Rav4
4. City? Raymond
5. Boy's name? Richard
6. Girl's name? Rachel
7. Occupation? Rancher
8. Something you wear? Ring
9. Celebrity? Rachel Ray
10. Food? Rutabaga
11. Something found in a bathroom? Rug
12. Reason for being late? Runs
13. cartoon character? Roadrunner
14. Something you shout? Right on!
15. Animal? Rabbit
16. Body part? Renal artery
17. Word to describe you? Rambunctious

NCN Thoughts

I can't even put my thoughts straight yet about NCN. I guess I'll need to take a few more days and put them together. Maybe this weekend I'll have a post. :)

Randi

Weekend Excitement!

I'm unwinding from a very busy weekend with some *really* great family and new-made friends! :) I enjoyed myself immensly with the unschooling families and kids :)

Today I've barely moved around the house - staying put for hours on end - veggin', reading, relaxing, sleeping..........:)

I wish I had my camera for NCN but there will be lots of pics I'll maybe post some off of others blogs once they get them uploaded.

That's it for now.......write more later.
Randi

Final Negative

I had the blood test yesterday and we got the final word - it was negative. Until you get that final word, only always has a little piece of them that still *hopes*. We went to dinner last night and just discussed what our options are and what we want to do. :)

We had thought about going to Seattle IVF and trying a different clinic. The problem with that is taking time off work and at the last minute - because insemination's are not all that well planned. I can see a doctor in Bham on a lunch hour for appointments (and they have a satellite office) but all procedures are done in Bham and would be done on last minute notice (and with work - that just isn't fair).

The thing we liked most about Seattle IVF is that they check blood hormone levels, inseminate on different hours, etc. (Bham IVF has done nothing of this sort and is *very* conservative). WHEN and IF we did IVF - we would do it out of Seattle. We will probably try 3 more times before going that route........

I am going to make an appointment with a local midwife and explain that we're trying to get pregnant and see what tests I can do to check my hormone levels, etc. and/or things I could do to help get pregnant. We then will continue with the Bham office. They are like family also.....only 3 of them in there - and all very fun and personable - and make me *feel* very comfortable.

We will give my ovaries a month off (and honestly, it kind of whacks me out a bit doing this to my ovaries with cancer and all......so we think maybe giving them a month off here and there is best) and then we'll probably try again in late February. (I really, really want to be pregnant for Life is Good!) :)

Erin - I will be doing cloth, and hope that at least the first year I won't have to do washing of them myself - but would :)

We're up in the air about Mexico still...... we could do it - but financially probably shouldn't (especially with the costs of sperm, more tries, etc.) and if we want to do *anything* to Coulee this year - then any extra money needs to be put towards that.

I'm excited for this weekend to just be around people and have a fun-filled time. :)

Thank you all for your support........it means more than anyone would know.
R & K

Official Testing Day

Today's the day. I will possibly get it done this morning ....don't know when I will get the results. This is the blood test. They will not let me stop the progesterone until I have it done.

I don't believe I'm pregnant........although my heart/head keeps going back to that Chinese fortune I got "You will receive and unexpected gift!".

That'd be the awesome-ist gift ever - hands down.
Randi

Top Ten Bored Items

1. Checking the forecast for snow - too many times to count.
2. Checking Zombie Princess, Zenmomma, and any other blog I can continually throughout the day to see if they have updated and/or written anything awesome (as usual)
3. Thought, re-thought, stated and re-stated to Kauleen multiple times "Am I pregnant?".
4. Sat in my chair with the heating pad on, watch the news (Weather again).
5. Ate, ate and ate some more..........
6. Pet the cat(s) and let them purr/lay in my lap.....
7. Play online........and do #2 all over again........
8. Check my boards....only to find no one has posted anything........
9. Feel like doing something - but not motivated to do anything.
10. I want to get my toes done - but have no motivation to go out and get them done

How's that for interesting? LOL

Randi

5:45am

So, for some reason, awakening at 5:45am on the weekend is just *wrong* - but I've done it the past 2 days. Oh well. It allows me to have some quiet time by myself.

I woke to snow this morning.......and it is STILL snowing!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I wish K would get up to enjoy it with me!)

We have no plans for today..........none :) just hang out and get my shot! oh joy. We'll do the normal Sunday routine - laundry :)

Oh joy oh joy.
Randi

Cyborg

Get Your Cyborg Name

Title-less

Today I woke up at 5:45am and immediately was like "I GOTTA TEST!" I then was awake for the morning...... oh joy.

We've discussed a lot of things today, Kauleen and I. We are both still pretty sure I am pregnant. I guess most pregnancy tests do not do really well ahead of your period. The test we took today had a 67% chance today - and it improves day by day closer to my period. I'm just going to wait until my blood test on Tuesday. :)

I've been eating like a pig - which I was aware of - but was informed by Kauleen today that "I know you're pregnant because your eating like a pig!" LOL I haven't been able to get enough food! I wake up hungry. I feel queasy - I eat to feel better :) very weird.

We are making some brownies right now........YUM! it smells good!

I am *very* excited for NCN and the plans that unraveled for Friday night (I was a bit hesitant) but now that everyone will be in one place and easy for me to find after work (won't be till probably 6pm) but I'll be there! I was *really* hoping K would come along......but her grandma (94) is moving out of her house she has lived in for 50 years into a retirement home.......so she'll be helping her transition and move.

I am going out of my comfort zone to do this.........even by myself! BUT I will meet lots of neat people and have a great time I'm sure of it!

Here are some recipes I am thinking of making:

http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Cajun-Pineapple-Salad/Detail.aspx

http://homecooking.about.com/library/archive/blsalad31.htm

http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Blend-of-the-Bayou/Detail.aspx

http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Cajun-Appetizer-Meatballs/Detail.aspx

http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Black-Eyed-Peas-Salad/Detail.aspx

http://homecooking.about.com/od/breadrecipes/r/blbread21.htm


I AM VERY excited for the S-N-O-W!!! :) I find it kind of funny that I always seem to end up doing the courier position when it snows - its not TOO bad other than a few hills here and there...... I just take my time and enjoy the beauty of it all. It doesn't come often enough.

Randi

Stinkin' Negative

I am 12 days past ovulation - with my period supposed to start on the 28th.

It could still be too early....... will test again.

My hopes are low.......

It wouldn't be such a bad thing if one didn't have the stress of all the stinkin' appointments and money to go along with it.

I guess the fun part will be is that we get to choose another donor! :) I'll post the info on here so you all can see when it comes to that point.

Randi

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you to all you wonderful people and friends that have everything (even their boobs crossed!)

I am not testing until Saturday A.M. (for some who may have been confused) I will post on here as soon as I know.

There is still a chance that we could get a negative tomorrow - and a positive later.....I'm not supposed to be starting my period until the 28th - so it could be that the pregnancy hormone hasn't been set off enough for my body to recognize it.

SO, even though tomorrow's test could tell us - it isn't the end until I see my period arrive.

Here's to a restful night of sleep.......and a positive test tomorrow :)

Randi

7:03 A.M.

I'm sitting here with wet hair and just got done doing my morning check of blogs :) and would rather just stay home today and cozy up.

We're going to see The Business of Being Born tonight and then listen to a panel of midwives - makes me even more excited to be pregnant! :)

I am getting excited more and more for NCN - and am having fun thinking of things I could bring for the raffle. I'm still trying to figure out what I should bring for Saturday........wether it should be Madi Gras related......(and how to figure that out) and/or just something plain YUMMY that everyone would enjoy. :)

I had better go iron my khaki's.........its a khaki, turtle neck and vest type of day. Tomorrow is jeans and tennis shoes - and am doing the run and word processing.....tomorrow will be an interesting day - but ya know what - ONE DAY CLOSER TO TESTING!!!!!!!! (and the weekend......) AND they said S-N-O-W!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want my parents to be the first to know about the pregnancy.......and/or not........so I may not post for a bit until I can get a hold of them via email/phone. :)

Randi

Have I Told You?

THAT I AM GOING NUTS - AND WANT TO TEST??

Back To Work...and Signs

Today we headed back to work - and it is very very slow at work making for some lonnnggg days - although we are getting things cleaned up that haven't been for some time. (I am also thankful that I get to do the courier next week - which makes the day go by so much faster!)

The last shot (and hopefully tonight's shot) have been pretty good so far. My left side is still hurting quite a bit (like when you pull your pants up/down to potty) but I've been able to sleep a lot better. The shots have been seeming to hurt a bit more also.......

Today I've had a change of heart - some feelings of things inside, etc. have me leaning more positive :) and of course wanting to test even more! I'm thinking it is 3....... yep you read it - 3. :)

Cori - with what we are doing (it isn't InVitro - it is an insemination) and normally we get HCG shots to go along with AI (artificial insemination) but this time I am getting progesterone. The HCG is what is tested with HPT's - hence why we can test. I do not believe I will start bleeding until I quit taking the progesterone - hence why I think I'm supposed to get a blood test on the 29th? (shrug) nothing like paying for a pregnancy test and not being pregnant (Insurance doesn't cover those!)

I just got out of the bath and am going to go relax....... :)

Beautiful Day!

Today is a beautiful day. We woke up pretty early (around 7am) and had some coffee and hung out. We just got back from running a few errands......and now K is cleaning a bathroom and I'm going to vacuum here soon.

Have I told you all how hard it is NOT to want to test?? *ugh* Thankfully I get to go back to work tomorrow to keep my mind off of it............

The doctor called back this morning and said that the effect I am having with the medicine is very common and that they could change the type of oil in the shot - but I only have 1 week left until we find out if I'm pregnant - at which point - we can then change what type of oil. I can handle it for one week. It's just really red, and feels lumpy/bruised. Like I said........If I'm pregnant - these effects are nothing to me! If I'm not - ohhhhhhhhhh I'll not be happy.

I wish there was an easier/cheaper way.....................

Randi

Fun Day!

Today we have been a bit more active and actually done something. It has taken us from Thursday-Saturday to actually *feel* like doing something!

This morning we hunted around the house for our receipt for our bed that K has said is sinking in the middle and we are warrantied for 10 years. Well, she doesn't think it is sinking enough for them to warranty us. My back was killing me last night - but I don't know if that was from me being careful not to lay on my hips/butt (I've only been able to lay on one side!)

Thankfully now my right butt/hip is doing better and my left is a bit sore today. I think the key is LOTS of heat and LOTS of massage. So, we'll work on that!

We took my computer in to Best Buy this morning to get some more juice put into it! We've been contemplating doing it - its just I never want to have it gone from me! They said they could do it in 2.5 hours - well they did it while we waited! 2 GIGS! I only had 512 in it.........so it was about time. LOL

We then went to Costco (got green beans, dish soap, cat food, cat litter, eye glasses for K......) and then went to Haggen grocery shopping - came home ate some sandwich and then plugged the computer in - and wham. The surge protector went out. *sigh*

So, off to town we go again to get a surge protector along with a light bulb and something I had craved since Best Buy -- BUBBALICOUS WATERMELON GUM! so we had fun popping bubbles, chewing very sugary.....and smiling and laughing........(K got it stuck in her hair!) LOL

I'm bout ready to spit it out now......but man it tastes good. I said "Is this something I'll crave when pregnant?" LOL

I got to talk to my 'rents this morning - sounds like they are enjoying themselves - and they got a timeshare. Can't wait to hear all the details of it!! :o) that may mean some cheap travelin' for us sometime too!! :)

I'm still contemplating whether I should get a room for NCN - not that I don't want to - just don't know if I want to spend the money. It is coming up very soon.

Thursday I'm going to this movie - and believe you me - I do not go to movies (I sleep at movies!) but this interests me:

http://www.lincolntheatre.org/html/cal_being_born.htm

Anyone who wants to join me and Kauleen is more than welcome!! :)

Love to you all!!

Ever Have Those Days?...

Where you want to do something - but have no energy to get moving to do it? I woke up at 7am this morning (didn't sleep all that well last night with a sore bum!) and played on the computer. K got up around 8am - we had coffee, read the paper, watched some news - she read her book - I played on the computer. At about 10:00 I was starving.....nothing to eat in the stinkin' house - we need to go grocery shopping - so guess what I had for breakfast? SALAMI and CRACKERS! lol K told me this morning - you're going to give birth to a salami at this rate! LOL (and also informed me that I need to eat better for a baby.....) :) Then we both had showers..........

It is now 12:36 - K's taking a nap and I'm sitting here with wet hair in my sweats and am bored out of my gourd - but don't want to do a damn thing. LOL I'd love to get on a plane and go some place........we have Monday off - now that'd be an adventure - like Vegas - somewhere WARM and possibly SUNNY! The weather outside is yucky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have 2 more days of no work - and I think I'm ready to go back..............I'm going stir crazy.

I'm still contemplating when to test...........I've been told you can test up to 5 days before your period is supposed to start - that'd put me on 24th.....we had discussed Saturday the 26th (that way I'm home and can get the news and not have to go to work) or just be patient and wait until the 28th/29th........

My boobs don't hurt (which is quite unusual - especially with the HCG) and the progesterone isn't making them hurt either - which I often hear does. *shrug* We'll see............and the thought of having to start this crap all over again if it doesn't take...........makes me want to curl up in a ball.............it is so stressful/inconvenient (with all the appointments and money).

OK! enough...... lol

Randi

Poor Butt!

My first shot on Thursday did not seem to go over well with my body - and it now has a red circle around it and is *very* tender. I have to switch sides and so tonight I got the shot again on this side......we'll see how it goes. We contemplated calling the doctor today....but we'll give it the weekend and see if it shapes up a bit - or - if I'm having an allergic reaction.

We'd rather have suppositories......but I've heard sometimes they don't give one the level of Progesterone needed (like a shot does).

We enjoyed ourselves last night away at a beautiful Bellingham hotel :) We went up in the afternoon after Kauleen got a massage (I had planned on getting one but my ovaries have been too sore......and as of yesterday A.M. did not want to even lay on my stomach - let alone anyone push on me!) and then we ate dinner at Anthony's........I was asleep by 7:30pm and slept all night. IT was delightful.

We came home early and visited K's grandma (94) and K'a aunt. It looks like they are going to try to put Grandma T in a "retirement" facility. Not assisted living (she lives on her own and does considerably well.....) but it is just getting to be too much for the one daughter to take care of - and the one friend that ran Gma to most appointments - is unable to do so now - this way - Gma can make more friends and have more activities to do - if she wants. She'll have a kitchen, stove, etc. in her little apartment. They are going to go look at it sometime next week! :) I guess Gma was very adamant about NOT going at first.........but both daughters went and looked at it and then came back and later that night Gma finally started asking some questions about it - and today seemed up to it. So, we'll see. She obviously wants to see it...........and maybe that'll help.

That's it for now........
Randi

Not Matter Truly Slide - By R & K

Tioughnioga may refer to:
Tioughnioga River, a tributary of the Chenango River
Givetian, also known as Tioughniogan or Tioughnioga stage, the middle stage of the Middle Devonian period

Here's the meme.....it was kind of fun to see what came up!

1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random The first article title on the page is the name of your

2. http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3 The last four words of the very last quote is the title of your album.

3. http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/ The third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

You then take the pic and add your band name and the album title to it, then post your pic.

R & K's Album - to be released October 2008 :)

My Fortune

I went out to lunch with a lady from work yesterday and here is my fortune:

You will recieve an unexpected gift

That was a keeper with all we're going through right now :)

I had my first shot last night of progesterone........oh not so fun. The progesterone is oil based - so if it is very thick. The needle is long too.......(I've been giving myself shots in the stomach - with a smaller one). Bless our neighbors heart for coming over every night to give me a shot......I was just thinking "we can't go anywhere with these shots!". So I guess I'm pretty much staying put at home most days/nights for the next 3 months.

We have the next 5 days off - so we'll be hanging low. We have massages today and are just going to relax and enjoy.

When did all you mothers out there know you were pregnant?

Love to you all.
Randi

Right On Track

I have 2 BIG eggs (20/19) and a few small eggs - and we're heading towards insemination tomorrow! :) Yahoo!

They are doing a bit of a different twist that what we've had before - they gave me my HCG shot today (a BIG dose - bigger than normal) and then I will be on progesterone shots for the next 2 weeks. I'll find out my exact date to test tomorrow - but am pretty sure it is the 25th. :) IF we get a positive pregnancy, I'll be taking the progesterone shots for 3 more months! *YOWCH!* and bless my sweet neighbor who'll come over and poke my in the hind end each night! (Kauleen just cannot do it.......we've tried!) I can give myself a shot in the stomach - but can't reach behind me!)

I felt a bit better today about it all........and am now getting excited. I think we're going to take it easy this weekend and just chill out. The 25th isn't *that* far away............. :)

So............feel free to post encouraging comments, send me poems, funny sayings/jokes, light some candles on our behalf, prayers.......and cross any body part you can :) in hopes that 1 born baby is welcomed into our family........we'd take more than 1 :) but that's all we're requesting at this time.

Thank you to all who have supported us, wished for us, prayed for us and done all you can to send positive energy our way. We are forever grateful for the love and support.

Keep checking back here for updates and such - and I'll keep blogging.........just not much going to be said on the pregnancy end of it now until the 25th........

Randi

Out of Sorts

Whoa today was a day I'd never wish to live again. I have too many things going on and too much stressing........and I finally broke down today.

Who'd ever thought that a 27 year old women would be so stressed out about her parents leaving on a 3 week trip to Mexico - to have the time of their lives - just worried about their safety - and most of all - not being able to call them when I want to and chat! (I think the chatting thing is what gets to me most....) PLUS, I'm trying to get pregnant with their grandchild, and would love for them to be one of the first to know...........well.......they will find out probably just as soon as everyone else does (because I probably won't know until about the day they return!)

Secondly.........the thought of what is going to happen next if I'm not pregnant, yep - it's the planner in me. We'll have to spend another $2,000 on sperm on top of the doctors appointments (this appt alone is $1250 so far.......I'll let you know if I pay more tomorrow!) HOW DO PEOPLE DO THIS?! So, we're putting any plans aside for Mexico right now to see what happens...........not that it *won't* happen, just we need to wait and see. We're wanting a baby and need to keep our priorities straight............and this baby thing could take a bit more money - ugh.

After my fit of crying.........been doing lots of it the past few days - but then again - I am on medicine which could make my hormones out of whack in itself :) we ended up spending the afternoon in La Conner putzing around the town, ate a wonderful lunch at Calico Cupboard and enjoyed our time. :)

BTW, I took my last shot today.......and am so thankful. (I may need more after tomorrow's appointment - but am doubting it!) The shots they gave us have kind of been troublesome to get the medicine out of - and believe you me - we've dealt with plenty of shots in the last 3-4 years.

I'm going to sign off for now...........and I'll post more tomorrow. My appointment is at 10:45 but I will not be posting until my return.

Randi

P.S. think of my parents and a few other family members flying to Mexico tomorrow - for safety and all!

Eggs!

I had my appointment today for another ultrasound and this may sound a bit odd - but came away a bit disappointed!

I had an appointment on Monday - had about 4 eggs looking "good".
I had an appointment on Wednesday - had about 3 eggs looking "good."
I've been taking 1 cc of medicine to UP the amount of eggs/make the big eggs BIGGER - and today both the doctor and nurse said "Looks like we'll have 2 good eggs!"

NOW, 2 eggs is great.......but some people naturally produce 2 eggs and here I'm paying quite a bit of money and all I am producing is 2 eggs? All we need is one fertilized.......but still.

The doctor we see is in Bellingham - a very small clinic (Bellingham IVF). The doctor himself is a bit different and the details have to be asked in such a way for him to give more - if that makes sense. We like the sense of "family" it produces - and having gone up there now for over 4 years off/on......we feel comfortable.

If this time around doesn't work - we're going to head down South where maybe they might not be as conservative as this clinic - which is very conservative. (I'm not wanting a Seahawk Team :) but we'd take 1-3.......

So, that's the news. I'm on medicine still until Monday - and will have another ultrasound. I guess my eggs need to be around 20+ (some measurement) LOL and today they were 13/14 - so 3 more days of medicine and we should be good. (Wednesday my eggs were 10 - and they jumped in 2 days to 13/14 - so we're booking it with the medicine).

Also, please feel free to ask any questions and/or want to know more.......I know lots of people are interested in how this all works - it can get a bit confusing with the timing, etc.

Right now it looks like Tuesday is the tentative day of insemination...........so I should know if I'm pregnant right about Non-Corn North!

That's it for now!
Randi

Thursday P.S.

I meant to mention how much it means to me that I'm able to share this adventure with friends and family. In the past, we have kept it to ourselves (5 insemination's and 1 Invitro) - but after having thought about it - I could make it an adventure with those I love and care about - and find support and care in each of you. Now, it won't be easier come the day my periods supposed to arrive and it does - with no positive pregnancy, but I know I have friends/family there for support to help pick me up and try again.

I am blessed by each one of you - and thank you for all the kind words, encouragement, fingers (and other body parts crossed) in hopes of this to be a positive pregnancy - with 1, 2, or 3+ babies! :)

Randi

Thursday Typing.....

What a day at work! WHEW! I guess it started out with us both thinking today was Friday - and when I got to work I had a friend that had emailed me and it said "HAPPY FRIDAY!" I was like huh? LOL VERY confused.

Kauleen had a crapper of a file she worked on........guess who gets it next? Randi! An average file would take me about 1/2 hour 45 minutes to type. This one today took me 4 hours - lots of tiny print and stupid stuff! UGH. I'm glad today is here and going......... :)

I've given myself 2 shots now and seem to be doing fine. I haven't even felt the poke of the needle - so I guess that's good? The medicine stings a bit going in......but that's ok.

I'm not really thinking about it too much yet - because the sperm haven't been set free yet - so there are not chances of pregnancy - yet - but we're sure creating a lush garden for the fertilized eggs to cozy up and build deep roots. :)

I've narrowed down where I want to go - Isla Mujeres. :) Kauleen isn't into doing as much research, deal searching as I am (and honestly I think it drives her batty!) LOL but thankfully she loves me. Here's a website for info on it - it sounds amazingly relaxing. Playa Media Luna is one of the hotels we're looking into.

http://www.islatravelers.com/

We don't have much plans for this weekend - other than finish taking down the Christmas decorations - it just doesn't seem as fun taking them down as putting them up and seeing the end result :)

Saturday we're looking forward to cozy'ing up rooting on the SEAHAWKS! It should be a fun and intense game!

On Sunday we'll see if the weather is nice - maybe going for a walk or a hike?.....

I've been contemplating joining the gym.........who wants to help me decide if I should or not? LOL

Here are my reasoning's and they can contradict each other in someways too:

1) don't change the routine now while trying to get pregnant.........BUT being in better shape I hear can help with an easier pregnancy.........

2) do I get up in the A.M.? or do I do it in the P.M.? I get so tired/hungry after work that it'd behoove me to do it in the morning........but will I really get out of bed?

3) if we're going to Mexico that gives me some incentive.........but is there something that I can give myself daily..........I love my computer time - so that was K's suggestion - no computer until you've exercised.

4) Do I really want to spend $50 a month on a gym membership for at least a year..............(a year contract has to be signed). I used to have this membership through work but because we didn't know what our plans were for this year - didn't sign me up. Well................so now I have to sign myself up.........(company paid for it before - but if you left - you have to pay it back).

Mom and Dad, Aunt Mary and Uncle Tom leave for Mexico soon! :) sure hope they enjoy themselves! Sure miss them while their gone!! :)

love to you all!
Randi

P.S. I'll post when I get home tomorrow.......the doctors appt is at 2:30pm.............it will be VERY interesting.

Onward and Upward!

I had another ultrasound today and we're going onward and upward! YEAH! My eggs are behaving so far this time, which is such great news. I was very hesitant that this medicine they tried me on this time wouldn't do the same thing.

So, today I had about 3 eggs that were good size and were separating from the little eggs. I'm now started on 1cc of medicine......nothing I've taken before and a free sample of something they had that was like repronex (an egg enhancer). (Side note: I took 50mg of follistim last try.....and created an army) so this time they are literally giving me a SNIFF of it. :) These are shots of course :) but I handle them well in my stomach - no biggie. So I do these shots for the next few days and go up again on Friday for another ultrasound. Nothing like being wanded............. LOL

Now......Friday is where it can get a little tricky and be interesting (and let me tell you......Friday I'll be a bit of a mess........just wanting to know how the eggs are doing!) but I believe Friday is day 12......most people ovulate on day 12-15ish.......some I'm sure earlier/later - but the average is that. So......if I don't get an HCG shot (to make me ovulate) on Friday then I may have to be checked again on Saturday/Sunday (making the doctor come in for a special trip) and/or wait till Monday but then we risk the chance of me ovulating naturally. Anyone confused yet?

At this rate....they give me a shot on Friday - they still have to inseminate on Saturday :) OR I wait until Saturday/Sunday and/or Monday. I don't think it'll go past Monday..............

and have I told you how excited I am?

This try is like doing 3 tries of regular insemination's. I have only tried 1 insemination.

Other than these happenings...... not much has been going on. I've been researching, looking, researching, looking, frying my brain on trying to figure out where to go, what to do, where to stay in Mexico! :) I've asked places for reservations, only to be told they are booked. We may end up changing our dates............but then if I get pregnant - we don't have much dates to change :) so..............you know how that goes.

That's it for now..................I'll post when I know more.

Randi

Doctors Appointment

I had my doctors appointment today and we have 4 eggs on the right side that are approx. size 10 something. LOL (he just measures 10 x 10) anyways.....the eggs need to be I believe at least 19.......

I have quite a few smaller eggs in my right ovary along with these 4 bigger eggs - so I'm not on any medicine for a few days and go back up for an ultrasound on Wednesday. :)

If all goes as planned - the bigger eggs will take over and push the smaller eggs away and/or from growing. He will then give me some more medicine on Wednesday to enhance the bigger eggs to grow faster/bigger/better :) BUT we are being very careful with this medicine as I produced the army last time......so as he says it "You will sniff it and they will grow!" :) Just call me Fertile Myrtle - and - I guess it is really good for us to know this really...........because if it ever came down to us having to do IVF ($10,000 - youch!) we know that I can produce a lot of eggs - which is key in IVF.

So, I'll keep you up to date. I'm feeling pretty good :) a few ovary pains here and there (very common) and my back has been out.......but I think that may have to do with the ovary stuff too - its all connected somehow I'm sure! :)

YAHOOOOOOOOOO!! I cannot wait! Here's hoping for 1.....or even 2 or 3!

Randi

Fun-Filled Weekend!

We had a very busy weekend and I don't feel as if I got to relax much - but hey - sometimes it makes you more thankful for the down times! :)

Friday night.......we went out to dinner at THE KEG. :) thank you to the wonderful people who gave us gift cards for Christmas :) it was very enjoyable. After that we hit Barnes and Noble for the Frommers Guide to "Cancun, Cozumel & The Yucatan 2008!" :)

Saturday......We had some returns to make and then we watched the SEAHAWKS. Wow! What a game! It was crazy-ness. Then we watched Braxton from 6pm until 1pm Sunday. :) He's sure growing up..........we enjoy our time with him - but also enjoy our time of peace and quiet. (I continually tell myself......it'll be different when you have your own!)

Sunday we watched the boy :) and then we went and visited Kauleen's Grandma and Aunt that is here from California and then stopped by Walgreen's and got our Passport Photos :) then came home, cleaned, ate some dinner and now we're chilling and doing laundry! oh the joys.

I took my last pill of Clomid 50 mg today :) and go for an ultrasound tomorrow. Hopefully me eggs/ovaries are behaving.....and we're not producing an army. I will probably be put on a shot type medicine tomorrow (Follistim, possibly) but we'll see what they say. Tomorrow is day 7 of my cycle.

We're trying to pin point where we want to stay in Mexico.......its kind of tough. We aren't big party/drinkers - and the more out of town we can get for a more relaxing trip - that sounds almost more enticing to us. So.....right now here are my 2 choices of where I'd love to stay....... (we are also taking into consideration how "Americanized" we want things - and these 2 places will very possibly be NOT Americanized at all")

http://www.holbox-xalocresort.com (Holbox Island)

http://www.casaixchelisla.com/suites.htm (Isla Murjeres)

They within our price rang - but - the big question is - 1) Americanized? and/or 2) Ferry Rides (and how far do we want to be away from land........and/or with Randi's motion sickness :)

Kauleen needs to get on and do the bills now.......so I've gotta sign on. I'll post again tomorrow with the doctors update.

XOXO!

No Title

I really want to do Thursday Thirteen, but until I come up with a list of 13 things that really might interest myself and/or others - I'm just going to quit trying. I've typed and re-typed a few ideas tonight and am going with I'm not doing it! :)

I went to the baby doctor on Monday and had an ultrasound - no eggs were there - so we're on track for this cycle, once again. I started taking 50mg of clomid on Wednesday and will do so through Monday - and then will have another ultrasound - and take the next step of medicine. The doctor is watching me very carefully so I produced an army last time :) and honestly, I'd be OK with a few kids - just not an army. :)

Kauleen and I got OK'd today for our vacation at work. Somethings are changing with our vacation policy making lots of people needing to take lots of time off between now and July - but we got OK'd and I am so excited!! I am most excited to know that I got the time off for the Life Is Good Conference. I was a bit hesitant in registering beings it is Memorial Day Weekend and in a "red zone" (special permission) area - but was granted it. :) YAHOOOOOOOOO! I am very excited. (AND I hope someone can teach me how to knit/crochet and/or the difference between the 2 while I'm there!)

I'm getting excited for Non-Corn North too. I'm just going to quit re-typing the Non-Corn - that's just it :) Non-Corn. ROFL. I should make T-shirts. LOL

We're looking into going to Mexico (Cancun) - anyone have a timeshare and/or know of someone who does? Have them contact me!!

Chao!

Relaxation

Today was such an enjoyable day! I loved it! I started the day off with cramps....miserable. BUT on the happy side, I'm on day 1 of my period - for the next try for a baby!! :) I will go up to the doctor tomorrow (Jan 2) for an ultrasound to make sure I don't have any left over eggs - and if not - we're on the road to trying to make another baby!! K and I are very excited!

We just laid around most of the morning.....watched Mystery Alaska - and I even watched it and didn't fall asleep. That being said - you know its a great movie!

We then started taking down the Christmas decorations outside. We got most of it put away and our yard is empty, empty, empty now.

We drove over to Grand Coulee on Saturday morning and we were not too thrilled about the amounts of snow they have been receiving in the passes - but we were headed over to celebrate Christmas. We take Stevens Pass (HWY 2) usually, but it is a bit higher in elevation than Snoqualmie (I-90) so we took Snoqualmie. The road on the way over wasn't that bad - until we reached the East side of the mountains and then it still wasn't that bad - just slush/snow/ice in places. It was sunny and beautiful though (something we don't get on this side very often). We made it there in about 5 hours - the usual.

We enjoyed our times with the parents and sister/brother in law immensely. We had some good laughs and enjoyed each others company. K & I slept in our cabin and stayed plenty warm with our new heaters we bought.

Kauleen turns 40 in March and I'm really contemplating as to what I should do for her. She's mentioned Mexico - but doesn't want to spend the money (especially if we're trying to get prego) but if I can keep it under $1000 (including airfare) I think she'd do it. We have found a place that is reasonably cheap - I guess we just need to get our passports moving right now - that in itself can be too much money!!

I hope that this year brings us a healthy baby and/or babies :) and that this year brings to each one of you - peace, joy, and good health.

Unproductive Day

Kauleen and I feel like having a very unproductive day. I started the day off with a list of things that needed to get done - only to find out - we don't feel like doing anything! So, K just got out of the shower and we're going to sit and watch a movie.......something I can only do in the morning time.....and still may fall asleep :)

I wanted to post something as we've been gone for a few days......and I'll post a few more posts tonight. Got lots to say........

Happy New Year from a lady who was in bed at 9pm - and woke up to fireworks at 12am! LOL

Merry Christmas!

I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas - just like I did! :) I woke early this morning and played on the computer a bit. We had taken out a sweet breakfast roll that we had bought from a little kid coming door to door and enjoyed that this morning - it was yummy! We then made our rounds of phone calls and then we headed to the casino for a bit of fun!!

We were home by 12:30 and just lounged around all day. It is 8:00pm now and we started our prime rib a bit late - so didn't eat until 7:30pmish.

All in all, towards the end of the day - I've been a bit antsy and I think tomorrow will be a welcome call for work - just to give me something to do.

My friend Gina goes in tomorrow A.M. for a double masectomy....keep her in your thoughts please - heal quick dear friend.

For Christmas I got a Carhartt sweatshirt (maroon) very comfy and also a subscription to Mothering :) I didn't want much really.....and what we do want - we as adults buy! - but am wanting to save/spend money on getting pregnant - so here's to a baby entering our lives in 2008. :)

Love to you all and hope it was wonderful!
Randi

About Me!

About Me
Basics
Name:	Randi
Nickname(s):	Randi-Roo, Scooby
Age:	27
Birthday:	May 23, 1980
Birthplace:	Sedro Woolley, WA
Current Location:	Burlington, WA
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Brownish Blonde
Height:	5'8"
Weight:	That's for me to know
Lefty or Righty:	Righty
Zodiac Sign:	Gemini
What do you drive:	Toyota Camry
Favorites
Color:	White
Number:	Don't have one
Band:	Any?
Music Genre:	Any?
TV Show:	I love Survivor - but anything I can stay awake for!
Movie:	(see above!) - the last movie I stayed awake for I think was Marching of the Penguins! LOL
Actor:	none
Actress:	none
Kind of Movie:	Drama
Cartoon:	Tom and Jerry
Sport:	Basketball
Fast Food Restaurant:	Right now it is Taco Time
Food:	I love my mom's pork roast and canned baby potatoes! mmmmmmm
Ice Cream:	I love cold stone's Birthday Cake Remix - it doesn't like me! (lactose intolerant!)
Cereal:	Optimum (I really live Cracklin' Oat Bran - but it has Palm Oil in it!)
Candy:	Chocolate - anything chocolate (without Palm Oil!)
Drink:	Pop - I love Pop! (but don't drink it so much nowadays)
Alcoholic Beverage:	I will drink 1 mikes hard malt beverage :)
Quote:	Bless your heart and every little part - including your belly button
Do You
Have Siblings:	1 sister - Ryan
Have Any Pets:	3 cats in age order (oldest to youngest) Kiki, Rosa, and Clover
Have a Job:	Word Processor
Have a Cellphone:	Yep only cause K wants me to have one (and we don't have long distance)
Have Any Special Talents or Skills:	Is my Christmas Lights a talent? maybe a skill? I'm sure there are lots......
Have Any Fears:	Yeah, but I don't want to state it :)
Have a Bedtime:	I can turn into a crab when I'm tired - so I try to get to bed before 10! (unless I'm having fun - then I can stay up later!)
Sing in the Shower:	Sometimes
Go to College:	1 year of Bible College (Montana Wilderness School of the Bible)
Get Along With Your Parents:	Yep!
Have Any Piercings:	Nope!
Have Any Tattoos:	Nope!
Swear:	Occasionally
Smoke:	Nope!
Drink:	Nope!
Do Drugs:	Nope!
Love
Ever Been in Love:	Yes.....
Ever Cheated on a Boyfriend/Girlfriend:	Nope!
Are You Single:	Nope!
Are You in a Relationship:	Yes!
Do You Have a Crush on Someone:	Nope!
Ever Been Dumped:	Yes!
Ever Dumped Someone:	Yes!
This or That
Fruit or Vegetable:	Vegetable
Black or White:	White
Lights ON or Lights OFF:	On
TV or Movie:	TV
Car or Truck:	Car
Cash or Check:	Cash
Rock or Rap:	Rap
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
French Toast or French Fries:	French Fries
Strawberries or Blueberries:	Blueberries
Cookies or Muffins:	Cookies
Winter Break or Spring Break:	Spring Break
Hugs or Kisses:	Hugs
Have You Ever
Danced in One Place:	Yes!
Smiled For No Reason:	Yes!
Laughed So Hard You Cried:	Yes - Kauleen and I went to Orcas Island and we wanted to take a picture of ourselves. We set the camera up to do so and then she came over - well - we didn't know how to work it - and so we ended up taking a picture of me laughing hysterically while she got up to fix the camera it took it! (I guess you kinda needed to be there - but it was funny!)
Talked to Someone You Dont Know:	Yep!
Smoked:	Nope - never!
Drank Alcohol:	Yes!
Done Drugs:	Nope - Never!
Partied Till the Sun Came Up:	Nope!
Gotten a Ticket:	Nope!
Been Arrested:	Nope!
Been Convicted of a Crime:	Nope!
Been in a Wreck:	Nope!
Been Out of the Country:	Canada? LOL
Random
Are You a Virgin:	Nope!
Have You Had Phone Sex:	Nope!
Ever TP'd Someone's House:	Nope!
Ever Egged Someone's House:	Nope!
How Many Languages do You Speak:	1 - English and very little espanol
Who do You Compare Yourself to:	No one?
Ever Regret Anything:	Yes................
Do You Like Being Tickled:	Sometimes
What are Your Goals:	To have a job that I really enjoyed (computer-ish and/or helping people) and to have kids and raise them well
http://www.bzoink.com/S128165/About_Me.html

Enjoyable Day

Today Kauleen and I got up early (thanks to my read to go shopping mind-set) I wanted to get out and beat the rush. We were dressed, showered and out the door by 7:30am. We only had to make one stop - and it was a nice quick in and out - with not a lot of traffic and awesome. We came home, at some breakfast, and then went back to bed for 2 hours! We got up at 12:00pm and then made 1 stop at Jamba Juice and headed for Bothell to give K's nieces/nephew their presents! We stayed a few hours and then had to return home to turn the lights on. :) We're not hanging out in our sweats and comfy clothes - watching/counting cars. I was expecting a bigger turnout but then again - it has only been on for 45 mins. LOL I am at 5 cars. LOL

I had said I would share what happened yesterday. We normally have a Kids Christmas Party at work for employees kids. Our boss gets them gifts, talks to them in his office and they usually decorate the office Christmas tree. This year it just got to be too much going on and so they cancelled it. Some of the younger kids were looking forward to it - so the boss decided to just have those 2 kids come in on Friday. So, one of the ladies lives a bit further away so her daughter came in all day and did a few things around the office for people. After school was out, the other kid came in and as I was heading to the bathroom - I saw them come in. When I came out of the bathroom, I saw the boss leave. (I was like now that was a bit odd!) Well, ends up, the boss forgot and didn't have gifts or anything. One of the kids was devestated.
The mom was very upset also - which she had all right to be. It was just a horrible happening especially this time of year. :( The kids were 9 and 11 I think? The 9 y/o was very upset. I sat at my desk and cried for him. I know that the boss did go get gifts and the older girl was still there - so she got her gift and got to talk to the boss - but still - the younger one went home as he was very upset. :( Just makes one feel awful. (and you feel bad for the parents that now have to try to explain it to the kids!)

We have a short work day on Monday with only half staff - so it shall be interesting and fun! We'll get New Years Eve off in exchange for Christmas Eve. We're staying put and just going to enjoy each other.

That's it for now.
Randi

Plans to Post

I had plans to post a message tonight but am just exhausted. It is 9:15pm and I guess I'm waiting till 9:30 then will hit the lights. They may be on a bit longer tomorrow night - we're expecting a great number of people.

I will post something that happened at work tomorrow too - it was awful.

Randi

Christmas Song

I enjoy being able to do some of the courier'ing as I get to listen to the radio way more than I ever would and/or do. A lot of the time noise drives me crazy - and it is usually the first thing I turn off when getting in the car - unless I'm in the mood. When doing the courier job, that's all I do all day - is drive around - so having the music is enjoyable.

I heard this song and wanted to share it with you! It is kind of sad - but awesome at the same time :) makes one realize a lot :)



At work we've had so much sugar and we had our cookie exchange - so at home we've had so much sugar - I'm running on SUGAR OVERLOAD! We're trying to really eat well for breakfast and lunches - because in the afternoons and evenings is when the sugar enters the bloodstream at a rapid rate! LOL

We went and visited my cousin and her children tonight - they are so adorable! She has a to-be-3 y.o in February and a 1 year old. They are just FUN! I'm ready for kids, really ready. We'll start trying again as soon as my period comes......which shall probably be my Christmas Present!! :) Then we'll try again.........

We have a busy week ahead and hopefully a bit more of a relaxing weekend....just lots to do and/or get togethers.

I have a few other things I want to do tonight - so signing off for now.

Cookie Galore

We did our 2nd annual cookie exchange at work today - and I have had way too many cookies (especially my homemade almond roca!) YUM!!

We went to dinner with what was supposed to be a group of family members - but we got dogged - and ended up going to dinner with my cousin (whom we also work with!)

When we got home, we had a special gift in the mail from Mom and Dad! It was a CD that I used to love as a kid and it brings back such great memories!
Kenny Rogers and Dolly Pardon's Christmas! I LOVE IT!! :)

I am waiting for Kauleen to get off the phone so that we can put together some cookie treats for some special friends :)

We found out today at work - that it sounds as if we will have New Years Eve off from work. We are doing half staff on Christmas Eve and half staff on New Years Eve.

Reservations Made!

Reservations have been made for May 22-25th

PARTY ON

The Day of Rest...

What a relaxing day we had today. My stomache has been out of sorts a lot latley (probably from all of the crap and/or lactaid I've been taking to be able to eat milk!) We're going on a strict diet starting tomorrow - of only good foods. My sensitive stomache just cannot handle it - nor can I!

We did our Christmas Cards, got them in the mail, and then ran to a few places to try and find a few Christmas presents - one of which we undecided as to if we'll even find/buy it. Then back home for a late afternoon nap! I don't take naps all that often - usually take that time when Kauleen is napping to play online :) but took one today and it was much needed. I felt 100% more refreshed after the nap than I had all day!

So, I emptied the dishwasher, loaded the dishwasher, made K some coffee and now she's out with a friend and I'm playing online. I'll be folding the clothes here shortly.

We're doing a Car Count tonight. Last night we're betting we had about 30 cars watching throughout the night. I am going to upgrade my site next year to have a counter. I also got an email from a sweet lady - here's what she said:

I just wanted to say thank you for your light show. We drove down from Bellingham, myself, 2 kids, mom and sister. We sat out front and listened to it all and LOVED IT!!!! Thank you so much for making memories for us. I would just like to suggest that you should maybe put out a donation basket for food and or toys for all the visitors you get. We will be back again in a few days!!! Thanks again.

THAT makes it worth it :) She heard about us from KOMO Pool's Parade of Lights! That was the least likely place I thought someone would drive by from! BUT awesome! :)

I've got to do a few things online now - so tomorrow is Monday and back to work after a 3 day weekend! I am the courier tomorrow - so should be a quick/fast Monday.

Randi

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Randi and Kauleen December 2007

Tough Weekend

It has been a tough weekend! Just lots of un-handled stress and lots of thinking/trying to figure things out. I guess in the end - it may make for a strong relationship - but is tough.

Our lights have been causing us more trouble - with the wetness. We went out and bought electrical tape and spent hours outside today with towels, scissors and a roll of it - drying off each plug in and taping off every connection. Of course tonight is not raining. I've asked 2 people whom have done this for a few years past more than I have how they do the Washington weather and keep their display going. They both have "High Voltage" signs and "Stay Away" and do not have their displays on GFI's. If the show doesn't run another night - we too - will go that route. We don't want to have to - but its ridiculous when you can't turn the lights on! (especially when I have people expecting to see it!)

I've been asked time and time again this weekend "Why is it that you want to go to this Unschooling Conference!"? I love the idea of unschooling (if not that - at least homeschooling) and also the more natural way of parenting. I was told a lot this weekend that it IS the way we will parent :) and is more common sense parenting then most would have :) ... I am excited and now am trying to figure out if I want K there - or if we should just go our separate ways that weekend (she has said she'd come for the ride and to camp out at the hotel - but not for the conference). We'll see what happens as time gets closer......I guess I need to reserve a room ...

We have a cookie exchange at work on Monday so we spent last night making Almond Roca (yummy!) and today making pretzel sticks dipped in various types of yummy stuff! We were supposed to watch after a little boy tonight but that got cancelled at last minute. So, we're enjoying some peace and down time. Tomorrow we will do our Christmas cards....... (I dread it.....and maybe next year won't do it!)

This blog isn't that private.........maybe it's time for me to make one - so that I can spill what needs to be spilled ....... but in a more private sense...and invite those whom I'd feel comfortable reading it - and not have my "blog" posted on other blogs for others to get to......hmmmmmmmmm..... (I don't mind that - just well......... you'll understand someday when I can CHAT with all of you!) :)

OK.......I'm done writing for now........Maybe I'll find something else interesting to say before the nights over......

Randi

Secret Post....

Thank you for your registration payment (For 1 adult) for the 2008 LIFE is Good Conference.

Now to figure out the details of it all.........

*a very excited Randi* :)

Screeching Halt!

My famous lighting display came to a halt tonight after I looked outside and saw the trees and the reindeer flash - but the front porch railing was not doing anything! I'm devestated. This is one thing I had said I did NOT want to happen this year (we had many a night last year where it didn't run due to wetness.....) THIS is purely our own fault (not realizing that each channel can run 10 amps - but the whole controller cannot exceed 30 amps) We were over by a bit - so some things that had originally flashed - will now be static and plugged in elsewhere. We can make nessicary changes for next year - and my sweet dear wife - is on her way to Fred Meyer right now to find us a few extra 15 AMP fuses (once we figure out exactly how they are to go into the dang box!) and of course, it is only 9:00pm here - but everywhere else - it is some unearthly hour where most are probably watching their eyelids as I sit here waiting..... just wanting someone to care and ANSWER my ignorant totally animated lighting challenged questions! (grrrrrrrr).

The show should be up and running again tomorrow night ..... with just a few changes made - and a HUGE lesson learned for next year.

(and Gina - this is now 3 posts in 2 days! *gasp* :)

10 weird / random facts/ habits/ goals about yourself

1. I do not like lotion. (This has come out latley because in the winter it seems my sides itch. Yes, only my sides. It's really weird and I wake up at night with them itching - but HATE the sticky-ness of lotion!) Well, it came down to it this morning and I put it on. I have to wear a mostiureizer on my face too - hate that - but have to do that every morning and use the bare minimum. (weird, yes......)
2. I'm allergic to palm oil (badly......as in.......where's the bathroom - NOW!) and am lactose intolerant (lactaid helps this.......but then.......other complications come later with that too) and it is in a lot of things people wouldn't think. (lots of cakes, chocolates (chocolate chips!!), crisco, etc.)
3. (RE: to the above) I hate putting people out when asking what ingredients are in things - it makes me feel so bad. I hate it - but I can't help it. THE thing that makes me the happiest is when someone else suggests it and says "Randi, do we need to check the ingredients for you!" Like someone actually CARES about ME and the ingredients. (silly I know!)
4. I do not like drinking (alcohol) and/or being around it much.
5. I like to play BINGO every so often (6 months or so) and hope to go to Seattle this year and play GAY BINGO with the family..........you get dressed up in costumes, etc.
6. I can and/or have played: Piano, trumpet, baritone, and guitar. :)
7. Armpits are the #1 disgusting part of the body and DO NOT touch mine - period. I don't even touch them.............and we'll not go there. LOL
8. Someday I hope to have a homebirth and/or in a birthing center.........
9. I wish I was more self reliant and more outgoing. I am once I feel comfortable.....but until then I can be so shy.......
10. It took all my brain power to think of the above 9.......there are quite a bit more that I would've shared had I felt more comfortable enough too...... :)

I'm not tagging anyone - just feel free to add your 10 weird/random facts/habits/goals about yourself if you so wish :)

Mid-Week Update

I wish I felt that posting on my blog wasn't such a chore - but more - something I enjoyed doing and/or had into my daily routine - yes - routine. :)

I was blessed to have my parents here for sometime before turning on the Christmas lights. I enjoy their company. I enjoyed my mom's company 2 weekends in a row due to a death in the family. I got to enjoy my grandparents on the second trip. We'll see them again on New Years at Chalet de Grand Coulee. :)

Lots of people have been driving by to see the lights. Some friends have been telling me it is getting darker around 9:30pm in their parts of the world ;) as my lights aren't shining as brightly. I don't think I have *that* many lights - too much can be just that - so we tried to keep it "classy" but yet "fun". The music is the fun part.

I ended up not getting called for jury duty this month. No biggie. The holiday time is probably not the most relaxing time to try to get pregnant :) We will start again with the first sign of my period the end of this month - beginning of January. It's our last set of sperm......so we'll see what happens. Hopefully my eggs do not multiply like last time.

I've been contemplating a lot going to a conference in Vancouver with a few of my family members in attendance. :) It really is something out of my comfort zone to do.....but really am interested. Kauleen will not go with me........so.........we'll see. I guess I need to really think about why I want to go and the reasons for why I'm wanting to unschool/not public school (possibly homeschool).

My friend Gina is finally done with her chemo and is going this week to see a surgeon for surgery - then after healing of that - it will be 5 days a week of radiation. She's a trooper and a fighter. Sure do miss her spirits at work, but know in the end - taking care of oneself is way more important. Stay strong girl. :)

Anyone have a timeshare in Mexico they want to share and/or know of really "awesome" places to go? K and I have discussed going ..... and she is turning 40 this year (March) so we'll see if we can't manage to pull it off.

I'm sure I had more to write - but Kauleen is needing my help hanging Christmas cards. I'll leave with a video of my Christmas lights for this year....

Randi

Completely and Utterly Exhausted

We worked our butts off this weekend getting the decorations put out in the yard, making "frames" etc. for some of our items to be placed upon (issues we did not anticipate having) and working long hours. It is Sunday at 9:30pm and I'm writing this then going to bed.

The show's still on for Sunday December 2nd :) We got a sample this weekend in our garage with the door shut and lights off...........it's pretty exciting.

If you can't make it that day - please do a drive by some other night. The times the show will be playing and directions on our my website:

http://www.skagitchristmas.com

I'll write more soon!
Randi

Bad Words!

I just typed the longest, most interesting blog post ever - went to publish it - and it gave me a stinkin' error. I'm saying very bad words at it.

I'll type out it again tomorrow ok?
Have a good one!
Randi

Hi Gang!

I haven't been the best at updating my blog - and I don't think I ever will be. May you be entertained at my few posts that I do write! :)

I'm getting very excited for the holiday season! I can't believe Thanksgiving is next week! I think I get more excited for the day after Thanksgiving (shopping) than I do eating of the turkey! K & I are not huge shoppers, but we like to go through the adds and pick up what we need giftage wise that day. Last year we got some pretty good deals! We'll be spending the Thanksgiving here at our house with family visits on Friday.

We started hanging some Christmas lights today! :) My cousin's husband (Shaun and Jenae) bless their hearts have been the biggest help to us - mechanically - to maybe get this show done right! :) Shaun helped to mount our radio station box (which turned out AWESOME!) and he came today and helped re-wire a special 30 amp plug for my Animated Lighting. I will be turning my lights on before the "turn on" party to make sure it all works - but I will be setting my alarm for the middle of the night so no one else see's it but Kauleen and I! :)

Works been OK latley. SLOW. With the market kind of dropping out (plus the winter being our slow months already.....) we could be achin' for some bacon by January. We'll see.

Since the word is out to most people in my family already........I thought I'd start posting about our "baby" tries :) yep.....you heard it - baby tries. This way, maybe if I post about it - someone who is rich and famous will send us money and/or fresh sperm when needed :) I'll try to explain it all......but unless you're doing it and understand - it can be quite complicated.

We've tried inseminating with Randi (me) 2 times. Both times did not take. We decided after the last try that we'd try an "FSH" cycle - meaning a medicated cycle - making more eggs - more targets for the "boys" :) To make a long story short, it was a week of pure stress (getting time off of work every day) and having my sweet cousins (yep, same as above) make a special drug-rep hand-off for another drug to make me not ovulate (as we were pushing my bodies timing....). I made over 20 eggs. We didn't hope for a football team.......we had just hope for 1 and/or maybe 2. We'd take whatever we're supposed to have. :) So, I went through all of the testing, many an ultra-sound, lots of discussion between K & I and the doctors/nurses......and come Thursday when my eggs were not separating big from small - we decided to forego this cycle. Yep, we've paid for it. BUT, the doctor's office has stated our next cycle will be free (minus the medicine). They will put me on different medicine and watch me a bit more closely this time also. UNFORTUNATLY, I can't do it December (it's stressful as is with holiday etc.) but I have jury duty right smack dab in the middle of the cycle - AND - I've already been excused from doing 2 weeks - to just doing 1 week. So, we're forgoing until January. I'm really wanting a baby......we're ready. We've been together almost 5 years now.......:) and enjoyed our time - and have lots of love and space for another human being :) plus, my parents want grandbabies too. :)

I am enjoying my time alone tonight :) and hope everyone has a Happy Thanksgiving........

Randi